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The ocean-bound island slept beneath a blanket of stars.
They burnt bright over the island. Shimmering generously over things uncovered, yet distant enough to remain untouchable; just to be viewed and admired. The dainty lights spoke mysteries that had never been heard of —provided answers undecipherable, yet free for all to gaze upon. The sailors swore the answers were there and would be received if only one listens long enough. In the midst of the divine illumination, the wind whistled life to weary bones; prancing through the fabric of the men who chose adventure over idleness; who preferred the storm to stillness, because they believed stillness left too much room for fear.
Beneath the feet of brave men, the docks let out sounds of obedience and loyalty. Lanterns swung to the rhythm of heavy waves. Their amber glow trembling against the dark night. But the men batted not an eyelid. Their gazes were fixed on their prize; unique to each man on the ship.
Men moved steadily despite the hour. Despite the strictness of the night. Some carried crates of ironwood onto the ship’s belly. Others moved their feet while praying with their mouths. But on the upper deck of the ship sat an elderly man. Not carrying any cargo. Not moving a single thing; not even a part of his body. He simply watched the sky. Like he was waiting for some sort of sign from the heavens. And no one dared to bother him.
At the edge of the pier stood Trevyn. Young. Barely nineteen. Braver than those who had seen the forbidden constellations for longer than most men had sailed. Though sea-thin, with hands not yet experienced for the ocean, Trevyn had a heart ready for just about anything. He was taking a breather after hours of loading barrels and crates with the other crewmen. When everything was calm and settled, he chose a secluded spot on the ship to just…be. The wind dashed through his dark coat as he gazed upwards. The thick blanket of stars shining above him.
Astonishing.
He couldn’t take his eyes off the wonder above him. He had heard about it. Dreamed of it. Even tasted it. And now, he was gazing upon it the whole night. A dream made real. One he once barely believed would happen. Now at the tip of his once-thirsty fingers. The navigators always spoke of the constellations. They claimed the sky shifted the currents, hiding ships across waters no map could survive. Trevyn stood in utter amazement—admiring the lights above him. The delicate ink markings, the curves, the loops, and symbols etched in the clouds—but he couldn’t understand a single thing he saw. Beauty and nothingness. That would leave a certain void in your heart that only answers, whole as a globe, could fill.
“You keep staring at the stars like you wish to be among them.” A voice startled him.
“Captain Constantine.”
“Do you plan to stare at the stars all night, son?” The captain asked, expressionless.
“Well…I..”
“I wouldn’t blame you,” he said, a smirk prancing around the corners of his left cheek. “I was just like you when I was your age. I hated the ocean back then, but I would come to the docks with my father just to gaze upon the sheer elegance that is the stars. The constellations were what drew me to the ocean. I didn’t even realize when it eventually became my home; I can tell you that for free.”
“They are the most beautiful things to ever exist, Captain, I agree.” Trevyn said, all straightened up from his formerly relaxed pose.
He wanted to stand still and say nothing. But his silence was louder than the crushing waves; so loud the Captain questioned, “What else is on your mind, Trevyn?”.
“The charts, Sir. I was just wondering how long it would take to learn it. I really want to.”
“Ha!” The Captain laughed. “You remind me so much of my younger self, son. The charts are not something to be learned quickly. More than skill, it requires heart. More than speed, it requires precision. If you have those two, then you’re well on your way. But one more thing you’ll need is patience. Just as the ship is to the waves, as it gently carries it to its destination. You can’t rush beauty; you let it unfold. And gracefully so.”
“Hmm…” Trevyn sighed and returned his gaze to the sky.
They watched the familiar constellation thin out and stretch far apart. Trails of faint silver spanned where bright clusters should have been. The Northern Lantern flickered quickly behind passing clouds and Trevyn could hardly remember which star stood where they were just moments ago. Unease crawled beneath his chest, and he couldn’t help but ponder;
“Do you ever feel like the sky changes when we’re not looking, Captain?”
Constantine went silent. The wind picked up where they stood, whistling louder than his voice. He gazed at the stars a little more intently. Then a smile played around his cheek like he remembered something interesting. Then he finally spoke.
“Everything changes eventually, Trevyn.” He said, under his breath but audibly enough for Trevyn. “Especially the sea.”
The wind sharpened and so did the current of the waves. Trevyn was a little distracted by the currents. Veteran sailors had everything under control so the Captain didn’t flinch a muscle. For every sailor at their post, that was enough.
“You also admire them a lot, Captain.” Trevyn said.
“What? The charts?”
“The stars, Captain. You look at them like they’re sacred; holy.”